On 17/06/08
Yawn .. Yester went for my ORD ippt and shooting early early in the morning. Really getting really old liao.. The 2.4km run awhile jiu give up liao. Then FAIL. Have to go to the retest next month. Guess i really have to train up abit liao.
2nd half is my shooting. Nothing much to say as i pass with flying colour due to the trainer there. =x They show us alot of tip of how to score point. After all the thing it was already 4+pm in the afternoon, not feeling very well so went to see a doctor and took one day MC.
Everything was fine and smooth until i reach home. Something happen and my mood went toward 18th floor of the hell. Lucky i still got alvin and leo acc by playing game with them. Play until half, they plan to come over to my house and play as nobody are at home expect for my sister. As always la, i play until half den jiu fall asleep until 10+am. lol.
I am changing. I am changing into a person which i myself also donno. I tends to give up easily, my temper is like getting worst and worst and i am losing my confident for everything i do. Abit of thing only jiu get very angry over it. I am not like that in the past right? Something is wrong somewhere. Have to get it fix asap. Maybe it is all in my mind. I have to fight my own battle. Don think so much would be better.
Memories of the past... Repetition of the future... ;
